Thursday, September 26, 2013

Holli's #526-580


- Im grateful for Jeff's freckles.....Especially the one that's on his lip.  I think they are cute and I've always been kind of bummed that I don't really have any. 
- I'm grateful that Jeff likes to work out. He is very nice to look at :)
-I'm grateful that I am 23 Weeks. I'm almost to my 3rd trimester YAY!!
- I'm grateful that I had so many people distract me from my super emotional day. I love that Mom, Grandma Dulcie, my friend Jodi listened to their promptings and gave me either a distraction, advice, guidance or a space to just vent. 
- I'm grateful that I have a husband who is sensitive and caring for me and our boys.  He to was a big help and support to me through all my emotions. I know that he was having a hard time too.
- I'm grateful that Jeff turned on Church music it helped calm me while I was trying to fall asleep.
- I'm grateful that Jeff sensed that Titan was having an emotional day too. He went into his room and had a good talk with him. Poor Titan is so worried about Blayze.  
- I'm grateful that Jeff helped the boys with their personal prayers...and I got to watch. 
- I'm grateful for Children's Benadryl, Blayze finally got a goods night sleep seizure free.  
- I'm grateful Blayze has an amazing Neurology team that is helping us through this.
- I'm grateful that his Nero Dr. Cook  gave us his cell phone number and told us to call him for anything that we are nervous about. 
- I'm grateful that his personal nurse Danita is so lovely to talk to and so calm and peaceful. She is amazing and I'm so happy they all love Blayze.
- I'm grateful that Blayze didn't have any seizures today before school usually he has 2 or 3 and it's hard to let him go to school, I worry all day about him. 
- I'm grateful for pumpkin spice bagels and cream cheese. It's like eating fall :)
- I'm grateful the boys have been saving up they're change. This year we didn't have enough money for their book fair. Once we counted out they're change they each had $9.00. Plus I was able to teach Titan a lot of different ways to make a dollar. He was so excited. 
- I went Visiting teaching 
- Dianne made us Carmel apples
- Dianne watched the boys while I went VT
- I'm grateful that I woke up to a text from Jeff with this quote from the Ensign: President Brigham Young put it this way: “All intelligent beings who are crowned with crowns of glory, immortality, and eternal lives must pass through every ordeal appointed for intelligent beings to pass through, to gain their glory and exaltation. Every calamity that can come upon mortal beings will be suffered … to prepare them to enjoy the presence of the Lord. … Every trial and experience you have passed through is necessary for your salvation.The question is not whether we will experience seasons of adversity but how we will weather the storms." (Saints for All Seasons)
- I'm grateful I cleaned the car out. It was gross!
- I'm grateful for when my boys dance. They've got some major moves :)
- I'm grateful for dad's words of wisdom.
- I'm grateful that we are able to have a break on a car payment this month and next month.  It'll make things a little less stressful with everything that is going on with traveling for Blayze Dr. Appts., the boys birthdays, and me not working.
- I'm grateful to see my family this weekend and hang out with my sisters. I just wish that Heather wasn't in CA. :(
- I'm grateful that Mom is taking Jeff to a Diamond Backs game along with Eric and Justin.  Jeff needs a fun break from stress.

Chelsea Bea 371-426

371. I'm grateful for the kind words everyone spoke I me. I feel truly blessed and uplifted. I don't know what I did to deserve all that but it really helps me feel important. Words are not enough o express my gratitude.
372. I'm grateful for grandmas little comments every once in a while I just found them and they are so sweet!
373. Just like Holli is, I'm grateful for my phone update! It's like getting a completely new phone!
374. I'm grateful for how often we talk about the gospel. It is so beautiful that we have no disconnect between loving life and realizing it is due to the gospel in our lives. We are all so close to the spirit and it is just a part of who we are.
375. I'm grateful I just accidentally figured out I could have Siri read me all the blog posts. It's kind of funny haha. She even says smiley. :)
376. I'm grateful I was able to clean my house and not it goes way faster cause I just clean up everyday. I am getting the hang of my wifely duties:)
377. I'm grateful Justin chose to do the dishes last night when I offered to trade him chores. I folded the laundry. :)
378. I'm grateful heather is trying so hard to help me be able to order what I want from beauty controll with out spending hundreds of dollars.
379. I'm grateful for my positive attitude towards life. I went visiting teaching and my partner and he lady we taught were just trash talking everything and the just seemed really angry. ( they both have extremely hard lives given, but I still think they could be a little more positive.) I hope when the trials of life hit me, I will still be a light and a joy to be with!
380. I'm grateful for blayze. He is my little buddy and I have never loved the way I love him.
381. I'm grateful I was able to spend so much time with the nephews. They have really blessed my life.
382. I'm grateful that Landon loves me so much! When Stacey is not in the mood to hug me, he is always right there with a big fat hug!
383. I'm grateful Landon and Stacey were able to come play at my house.
384. I'm grateful Noni stopped drinking caffine. She is way more pleasant to be around.
385. I'm grateful Noni buys my lunch all the time. It's really fun to go out but I can not afford it. I'm glad she is so generous towards me and Brenley.
386. I'm grateful Brenley is such a great nursing student. She always knows and is interested in all the medical stuff. I'd hire her with out a degree because she is like a sponge and she has a happy face while she soaks up all the information.
387. I'm grateful Justin sings in the shower it brings me joy.
388. I'm grateful for the wholesome recreation Justin and I have been Doing.
389. I'm grateful Justin turns the tv off when we eat dinner at our table. He used to not but we discussed it and both agree we don't want it on :)
390. I'm grateful holli has so many gratefuls.
391. I'm grateful that we have such good parents. There's a little girl in my after school program who's mom is in jail and she always talks to me about visiting her mom and how scary it is. She is only in 2nd grade. It breaks my heart.
392. I'm grateful she has such a sweet grandma to take care of her.
393. I'm grateful that last week in nursery none of our kids cried when they came in :)
394. I'm grateful for this nice lady in my ward. I'll tell you the story. So Justin worked late last Sunday morning and I could not wake him up for church. I didn't know what I was gonna do for nursery. So I just went to church and sat next to this lady who I thought was my nursery leader. I waved and as literally right next to her. I leaned over and said, "Justin is asleep so should I maybe ask one of my visiting teachers to help me?" She looked at me weird and said, "help you wake him up?" I  then explained no with nursery. She seemed confused and said ya I guess that's be good. Then
sacrament started. Sitting thinking to myself I realized that this was not who I thought she was. I say so embarrassed the entire meeting, right next to her. :) she was so sweet afterwards when I apologized for thinking she was someone else. She helped me not feel so stupid and gave me advise on how to get help for nursery :)
395. I'm grateful everyone helps everyone in my ward.
396. I'm grateful Justin reminded me family was first. I was so bummed about missing our camp out and Justin was so sweet. He reminded me of the important things in gods plan. I'm glad I can be with holli and blayze :) I'm so excited.
397. I'm grateful we got rid of the puppies I heard a scary story on the news last night.
398. I'm grateful for all the little simplicities of the gospel.
399. I'm grateful that Emily has friends at school and she has time to be a child :)
400. I'm grateful that I got payed yesterday.
401. I'm grateful for this blog it really deserves to be on Ellen or something. It is truly amazing!
402. I'm grateful for Erics bead. I saw it in his bathroom and it was very nice to look at.
403. I'm grateful to hear Reggie squeak every morning :) he is so cool!
404. I'm grateful for the temples.
405. I'm grateful food is so delicious.
406. I'm grateful I went grocery shopping and stayed 50$ under budget.
407. I'm grateful Noni went with me.
408. I'm grateful for all the help she was and all the cooking advise she gave me.
409. I'm grateful her and dad got to help at the bishop storehouse she really love it.
410. I'm grateful they are figuring out what is wrong with her.
411. I'm grateful that Brenley is so good at keeping her calm about tests.
412. I'm grateful I get to spend time with her.
413. I'm grateful that Justin payed to get out yard fixed.
414. I'm grateful I have a nice car a nice home and nice clothes.
415. I'm grateful I got to go to the buddy walk.
416. I'm grateful max is staring to like me :)
417. I'm grateful Kevin is so awesome! He gives the best hugs and I still feel like his little girl :)
418. I'm grateful we were all able to help Finnish the walk after Tia got sick.
419. I'm grateful I was pacient while Emily played all the free games.
420. I'm grateful all my sisters are loved by their husbands and they all have such great advice :) I'm so happy to be in this eternal family.
421. I'm grateful Kelly and chuck like me so much.
422. I'm grateful they are such relaxed people.
423. I'm grateful they always make sure Justin is "treating me right"
424. I'm grateful for the advice chuck gave Justin about work.
425. I'm grateful to hang out with the browns this weekend.
426. I'm great flu I got my 4th bead.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Holli's #501-525


- I'm grateful that I earned my 5th bead.
-I'm grateful that I'm 1/2 done with my gratitude goal. It's getting a little harder to remember what I've already been grateful for. I'm finding that sometimes I'm grateful for the same things but it's a new type of gratitude. It's neat to see how my life is becoming much more positive and how I'm naturally finding the good in most things.
- I'm grateful for the way Blayze looks. He's very cute like an elf he kind of reminds me of Zach.
- Blayze's laugh
- Blayze's big almond brown eyes that always tell what he's thinking, how he's doing and when he's telling the truth.
- Blayze's cute big ears
- Blayze's funny sense of humor. He is constantly cracking everyone up. 
- I'm grateful that Blayze loves to dress up.  It's the best when he dresses up in almost all his costumes and makes us laugh. 
- I'm grateful that Blayze reminds us when it's time to give him his medicine.
- I'm grateful for how patient Blayze is with his health.
- I'm grateful that Blayze enjoys seeing the Dr.'s and that he thinks its cool. He loves flirting with all the nurses and the ladies that draw his blood.
- I'm grateful that Blayze loves to snuggle anyone and everyone.
- I'm grateful Blayze looks up to Titan.
- I'm grateful for how much Blayze loves Chelsea Bea. They have a very special bond from all the one on one time they got. So grateful for all that time they had together. I think Blayze is as cool as he is partly because of his Aunt Chelsea.
- I'm grateful that Blayze's loves to sing.
- I'm grateful for how Blayze puts his little arm around Jeff's shoulder and just sits there and stairs at him with his big eyes and pats his face. It's so cute!
- I'm grateful when I wake up and find Blayze snuggling with Jeff.
- I'm grateful that I am a mom to such a sweet, funny lil guy. I love my Blayze-e-boy!!
- I'm grateful that my boys aren't picky eaters. 
- I grateful that they boys like to eat healthy. They love fruits, veggies and salads.
- I'm grateful that's boys survived and thrived those 3years I was in Saladmaster and the time we spent in Queen Creek with Jeff working/living in Safford.
-I'm so grateful for everyone who helped with our boys while I figured myself out. 
- I'm grateful for that time and what it taught me.  Salvation is through atonement not attainment. 
- I'm grateful for my patrarticle  blessing that helps keeps me focused on the bigger pic.  The thing that I'm warned about is "Wolves in Sheep's clothing" it's amazing how many different forms that those dumb wolves come into my life. So glad to already know that they will be coming so I can prepare myself ahead of time. 
- I'm grateful for Jeff's patriacle blessing....even though it scares me a little. It's amazingly strong and is very blunt that we need to stay on the righteous path or we will not survive as a family. 

Thursday, September 19, 2013

Holli's #455-500


- the yummy homemade apple cider syrup I made for breakfast.
- deep cleaning the boys room.... It really needed it.
- I'm grateful that I'm starting to do my regular house cleaning and cooking and Jeff sees when I need to take a break and let's me know. My mind wants to do everything but my body really can't so I'm so glad Jeff is kind about it and finishes where I leave off so I can rest.
- I'm grateful for the baby shower I went to.  It was nice being around some ladies I haven't seen for awhile. There was also a lot of yummy food.
- I'm grateful for my friend Tambre'
- I'm so grateful that I got new sandals. It's been so hard to walk around- even my house because there's so much weight on my poor little fat feet.  Corkey's are seriously the best sandals ever its like walking on fluffy pillows. 
- Metamucil 
- the cute baby outfits that my client Kim Angle bought for Ravyn.
- I'm grateful we were able to watch our friends kids so they could go on an anniversary date.
- I'm grateful for how amazing Jeff is with kids and babies.  It melts my heart.
- I'm grateful for Stacie's sassy little attitude. 
- I'm grateful for pizza delivery
- I'm grateful that our dining room table can seat 4 or expand and fit more.
- I'm grateful for cool evenings.
- I'm grateful I'm 22 weeks
- I'm grateful for moms posts about Chelsea Bea. I also see those qualities in Chelsea and am very grateful  for her and her example to me. 
- I'm grateful for the funny look Jeff gets on his face when I show him girly baby stuff. It cracks me up!!
- Mute button on my tv when there are annoying commercials on.
- having a house with new carpet.  It's amazing how much safer I feel about having a crawling baby in the future. We've lived in a couple houses with yucky super dirty carpet.
-Stacie's dance videos....I love her chunky lil self in that pink tutu!
-I'm grateful for my phones new update.  It's pretty cool.
- My friend Tambre' was able to wax my eyebrows-they were awful!
- going to lunch with Titan
- Buffets, so I can have options as to what I want to eat.
- drive through pharmacies
- that walgreens automatically refills Blayze meds and calls me when it's filled. It's awesome so we don't forget.
- the heartburn med. the Dr prescribed me it is amazing. One pill a day and I don't have to worry about my throat feeling on fire from the stupid heartburn.
- titans handwriting is beautiful! He always gets compliments from his teachers.
- Titan is so good at reading and understanding what he is reading.
- titans big smile that melts me every time.
- Titan says his personal prayers every night.
- how enjoyable Titan is to be around. I love when it's just me and him. 
- I'm grateful for how carful Titan is with his glasses. He takes pretty good care of him. 
- how organized Titan is.
-I am grateful for Titans stubbornness, it means he will be a leader and not a follower.  
- Titans sense of style. He's one cool dude!
- how responsible Titan is. 
- titans honesty 
- titans Friendliness towards everyone.  He is always looking out for the underdog. That's a complement I've even heard from everyone of his teachers he's had.
-titans love for learning and that he enjoys school.
-that Titan starts and does his homework on his own and then asks me to make sure it's all correct. Usually it is.
- I'm so grateful that Titan has been my errand boy while I've been pregnant and down. 
- titans beautiful skin. He tans so nicely. He gets it from Jeff
- I'm grateful that he is my firstborn and is such a sweetheart. He makes me so proud to be his mom. I learn so much from him and his love for life.

Sunday, September 15, 2013

Debra #394 - #445

#394.  I am grateful for the temple and what I learned yesterday.   Every time that something significant in our life happens spiritually, Satan will be right there trying to distract us.  Kind of like a crossroad.
#395.  I am also grateful for the realization that everything that was created for this earth has seed within it to reproduce itself.  From man to food.  
#396.  I am grateful for the joy that Eve had when she realized that their would be a Savior sent to the earth  so that all of the earth's children would have a chance to repent.  That would be a relief to the mother of all living.
#397.  I am grateful that the sessions in the temple are overflowing and sometimes run over because so many people are going to the temple.
#398.  I am grateful that I have been able to go to the temple every week.  It really helps me overcome my frustrations easier at home and softens my heart so that I can apologize for my poor choices in my decision making in dealing with loved ones.  
#399.  I am grateful for technology so that I can listen to scriptures on the way to work everyday.
#400.  I am grateful for Moroni.  He was very intelligent and he was fair.  When he knew that he had to fight for righteousness he used strategy so that he could win if he was going to fight.  He planned a good offense.  He also halted a battle to show mercy for his opponent to spare them their lives if they would drop their weapons.  He taught his friends and family that righteousness is worth fighting for and that when we are fighting we should know for what reason we are fighting.  For example, fighting for truth and righteousness in our home is an everyday battle.  Teaching children to be obedient, honest, and to show respect and love for others is an everyday battle.  We have to know we are fighting against Satan for our families.  Since we are waging a battle, we should use strategy.  If we pray and stay in tune with the Holy Ghost he will enlighten our minds, increase our intelligence, and let us know what to do in every battle.  The best way to hear the spirit of the Holy Ghost is to read scriptures, pray, and go to the temple.  We are the Captain Moroni's of our little Army's.  I hope that we can all keep our families armed in the battle in these last days.  Thank you Moroni.
#401.  I am grateful for the talks I heard in church today.  Both of them were about relying upon The Lord and doing all that we can to be righteous in every possible way so that we can buoyed up by the Spirit.
#402.  I am happy and grateful  that I said something that made Chelsea feel good about herself.  
#403.  I am grateful and delighted that Chelsea is so humble that she does not even realize what a great person she is.  President Hinckley was like that.
#404,   I am grateful that Chelsea is open and honest with herself and others and always has a desire to be a better person.  Even though I think that she is a pretty good person.
#405.  I am grateful that I was able to help Chelsea find her way back when she was a tad bit lost during her Sophomore and Junior year.  I learned a lot about people and how much Heavenly Father loves each of his children during that time.  It is interested how as a Mother, I have been guided to do things so differently with each child.  I think that my experiences with Holli and Chelsea have helped me to check with Heavenly Father on my parenting ideas before I carry on with my own decisions as if there is only one way to do things.  I have learned that you cannot force the human mind.  Through the experiences of both Holli and Chelsea, although  very different, I realized that they came to find their own testimonies of Christ and of the gospel.  Just as it was with others I have known that have found the truth, it is all the same truth.  Grandma Sargent came to know exactly the same truth also.  My goal for my girls has always been two things - that they develop their own relationship with their Savior and that they become independent women who take care of themselves.             
#406.  I know that Chelsea knows the truth and hears the voice of The Lord.  Even when she realizes that she is in the wrong, she still speaks the truth of all matters.  Just like her, Dad.  
#407.  I am grateful that Chelsea has developed as person this year and realized the potential she has and how she can be helpful to Heavenly Father by learning to love children.  She has natural skill in working with children.  
#408.  I am grateful that Chelsea has a beautiful voice and I know that if she is obedient to the commandments and follows the spirit she will be led to the place where she can share her musical talents with others to inspire them with hope and happiness.
#409.  I am grateful that Chelsea was a companion for me when I was on pregnancy bed rest.  She stayed by my side and was my friend during a very hard and trying time.  I was never lonely and always felt her love.
#410.  I am grateful for the letter Chelsea gave me for my birthday or Mother's Day right before she got engaged.  It was a beautiful letter of gratitude and she should get three points for that.  It is always nice to know that you have made a difference in someone else's life.
#411.  I am grateful for all of the times that Chelsea listened to me about choir problems and really cared about helping me.
#412.  I am grateful that Chelsea looks out for the underdog and stands up for the rights of those who are not able to speak for themselves.
#413.  I am grateful that Chelsea finished flight attendant school although her life changed a ton between the time that she first signed up and the time that she had to go.  She showed to us and to herself that she could follow through on a personal commitment even if it was very hard for her.  
#414.  I am grateful that she realized that this was not the right career for her and admitted to herself and others instead of being unhappy for many years and suffering with anxiety.
#415.  I am grateful that Chelsea knows that she can rely on family for help even if it is in the middle of the night and she is wearing lime and turquoise psycho pajamas.  
#416.  I am grateful for the chance that I have had to be Chelsea's choir teacher and the choir teacher of all of my other daughters.  That was a goal of mine to teach all of my daughters in their high school  years.  One more daughter to go.
#417.  I am grateful that Chelsea likes to clean.
#418.  I am grateful that Chelsea took such good care of Titan and Blayze when Holli was living here during the week by herself.
#419.  I am grateful that Holli followed her prompting to move back to Thatcher so that she would have Jeff to help her through Blayze's Seizures, this difficult pregnancy, and that she could be there to help Jeff during the loss of his brother.
#420.  I am very grateful for Chelsea's funny smile with the question in her eyes.  It is a one of a kind smile that I would recognize anywhere.
#421.  I am thankful that Chelsea reads her scriptures and finds new things to be excited about in them.
#422.  I am thankful that Chelsea has a nice house and a good ward.
#423.  I am grateful that Chelsea spends a few hours a day with Emily because Emily really loves her.  
#424.  I am grateful that Chelsea has learned to like clothes shopping a little bit more.
#425.  I am grateful that Chelsea is getting to know Grandma Dulcie better.
#426.  I am grateful for all of the nice things that Chelsea says and does for Noni.  Noni really likes Chelsea and says that she is a really good person.
#427.  I am grateful for the memory of Tess, Alyssa, and Chelsea going to visit girls camp when they were still in primary.  It was a fun trip right up to the time that Tess threw up.
#428.  I am grateful for the times that Bridgette, Chelsea, and Caleb would do homework in the theater.  They were very funny and it was fun to make food for them and tease them.
#429.  I am grateful that Chelsea likes the gifts that I buy her for instance, the yellow shoes I bought her for her 16th birthday, and her dress.
#430.  I am grateful for the way Chelsea doesn't talk bad about other people.
#431.  I am grateful that Chelsea finds the good in others.
#432.  I am grateful that Chelsea was not a boy.  I am not really sure I wanted boys anyways.  I really like girls.
#433.  I am grateful that Chelsea sang at Emily's baptism "Be Still and Know".  It was beautiful.
#434.  I am grateful for the beautiful bride that Chelsea was in San Diego.
#435.  I am grateful for the way she handled herself when she had some difficult decisions to make about who to invite to her wedding and reception.
#436.  I am grateful that Chelsea is happy.
#437.  I am grateful that Heavenly Father watches over Chelsea when she drives.
#438.  I am grateful that Chelsea married Justin.  I really like him a lot.
#439.  I am grateful that Chelsea lives close to me.
#440.  I am grateful that Chelsea was safe when her car blew up.
#441.  I am grateful when Chelsea was safe downtown after her recital.
#442.  I am grateful that Chelsea was safe on the freeway when her car stalled.
#443.  I am grateful that Chelsea is watched over and cared for by the Hand of The Lord.
#444.  I am grateful, very grateful to be Chelsea's Mom.
#445.  I am grateful for the fact that Chelsea brings light into our family and into the lives of everyone that knows her.


Saturday, September 14, 2013

Holli's #401-454


-AC in church
- waking up to an overcast day.
- eating Sunday lunch at Mike & Dianne's 
- Jeff wore a different cologne today that didn't smell bad to me.
- how good the boys usually are in sacrament. 
- every Sunday Jeff asks me if his tie matches his pants.  I actually think that its so cute that he's color blind :)
- I'm still able to shave my legs...it's getting harder but I can still do it.
- I'm grateful that the lady sitting behind me in sacrament smells like jolly ranchers, that smells good to me right now. 
-Jeff and his brothers Ivan and Todd recently changed all the lighting in the church building we go to. It's a nice reminder of how hard of workers they are and how talented they are. It's also a good memory of Todd and his final days with us on Earth. I love looking at it while I'm in church.
- Blayze saying "Holy macaroni and cheesey" this morning when he saw that it had  rained through out the night. 
- my sudden desire and interest to start doing genealogy. I'm going to try and start going into the family history center and find out more info on how to do genealogy. Hopefully while I'm "down" I can improve on things that we are asked to do...one being genealogy.  
- all my church skirts will prob be able to fit my through out my pregnancy. 
- I'm grateful we have to TV's during football season.
-peach, blueberry & strawberry instant oatmeal. Since I can't eat dairy with this pregnancy it's nice to have something to eat in the mornings thats quick besides cereal.
-homemade peach jam made from the peaches we picked and Apple Annie's Orchard.
- Group texts with my sisters
-Emily's smily face with a mustache 
-Kaitlyn Flake (Whetten) asked me if I could write down a few memories I have with her mom.... She is making a memory book for her moms bday. It was so fun to go down memory lane and have those fun times pop into my head. I'm so grateful to have been so close to them and have all those fun summers together in Snowflake.
- I'm grateful that my life experiences and trials can be used to help others. Every time I share one of my challenging moments it strengthens my testimony and reminds me that even though life is hard its joyful too!
- I'm grateful for my 2 new inhalers that I'm on.... It's nice to not sound like Darth Vader all the time. 
- I'm grateful that its starting g to cool off so the boys can play outside more.
- I'm grateful that I was able to make a snack for Blayze's class out if stuff we already had since we are in a tight budget & every penny counts right now.
- I'm grateful for simple reminders that Heavenly Father heard my prayer/ silenced my fear. This morning it was a very simple update on my baby bump app that helped me to know that my lil girl is going to be fine even though I'm taking a lot of medications. It was a neat lil miracle to me.
- Jeff is learning the guitar and its sexy :)
-my flat iron
- head bands
- Dianne and I went to lunch together
- my hair is getting longer 
- talking to Brenley on the phone
- bill pay on my bank account. I'm glad I finally got it all set up with alarms to remind me what's due. 
- I'm grateful I'm finally starting to fill like organizing, de cluttering, deep cleaning my house. Jeff's done a great job keeping the surface clean. 
- my friend Jodi told I don't look like I've gained any weight anywhere other then my belly. 
- I'm grateful for how good of a cook I am....I really do love my own food. Oh how I've missed eating my own food. :)
- I'm grateful for all those Family Sunday dinners we use to have at my house. They were so much fun and I miss them so much! Sundays just aren't the same with out all my family.
- the comfort of the Holy Ghost. Blayze has been having more seizures during the day. He's at around 3 a day. We know that he has them while he sleeps too but he sleeps in his own bed so we aren't sure how many each night. Me and Jeff's minds Have been able to remain peaceful through the comfort of the Holy Ghost. I know that Blayze will be fine but this is just a reminder that it is going to be a long road of readjusting things with his seizures. 
- Blayze and I got to hang out by ourselves while Jeff and Titan went to a football game. We read Flat Stanley together and snuggled till he fell asleep. 
-I'm grateful that Jeff went and picked up Benadryl for Blayze- to help him sleep since he's having a lot of seizures during the night and waking up super tired.
-I was able to do my friend Chelsea hair. It made me feel so good to be able to do something nice for her since she's helped me out so much with the boys while I've been sick.
-I'm grateful that I'm going to start doing a couple of clients at my house so that we can have a little more money to get the baby stuff we need.
-I'm grateful for the clients I'm close with who are willing to come to my house to get the hair done.
- I'm grateful for my friend Chelsea's 1 year old son Ryker. He is sooo stinking cute- he looks like a baby Yoda.  He is so light and fluffy, loves laughing and is super ticklish. He seriously is so light which is nice so I can hold him and play with him.
-Blayze went on his first field trip today to Apple Annie's 
- Titan went on his first field trip this school year to the fire station.
- I found a yummy  smell that doesn't bug me. Now my house smells like happiness, pumpkins and fall.
- I was able to make dinner for my friend who is sick. 
- I went grocery shopping, got everything we needed and it was less then I thought it would be....paying tithing pays off :)
- I'm breathing so much better!
- I'm grateful for when Jeff plays songs  for me that he say makes him think of me.  Today it was,
       •George Straight: give it all we got tonight
        •Maroon 5: Loving somebody 
-Saturdays when we can all sleep in.
-good dreams
- Holy Ghost
- that the church is using Facebook as a source. I love it!
- ceiling fans
- I'm grateful that Blayze's seizures aren't super noticeable, especially to his class mates.




Thursday, September 12, 2013

Dulcie #149-200

Dulcie 149- 200

#149  Thankful I started Herbalife today, its good.
150  Thankful for the Thomas Gratitude Log.  It is such a good idea.
151.  Thankful for the memories Debra shared.  So touching.
152.  Grateful for all the friends and people who have touched my life down thru the years.  I have lived alot of places so it adda up to many, many.
153.  I'm grateful I can drive, neither my mom or Blaine's mom did drive and I was chauffeur much of the time.
154.  Grateful for the energy I have to start exercising again.
155.  Grateful Holli is feeling a little better.
156.  Grateful Baby girl is healthy.
157.  Thankful all my grandchildren live in a free country and can to go to school.
158.  Grateful for good doctors and medical care in their lives.
159.  Thankful for a nice rainy day and that I could sit outside on the porch and paint a picture of Gma's shed and birdhouse.
160.  Grateful for all the things, techniques, and tricks I learned at my workshop to make watercoloring easier and better.
161.  I'm grateful that I feel God's creative hand in my life and that I can paint, write poetry, stories, see choreography in my head, home decorating, decorations for parties, holidays, invitations, etc and when I had a younger body I could dance with grace and skill, that made me feel free and beautiful.  It was like flying.  I have always loved the beauty in the arts and hope someday to develop many more talents and skills. (Maybe in the next life).
162.  I am grateful for the blessing of partnering with God in the greatest act of creation, that of being a mother to 1 beautiful daughter and 4 honorable sons.  Thank you Heavenly Father for that most of all.
163.  I am thankful God knows who I am and knows my name.
164.  I am grateful for the patience I have developed over the years.  It is coming in really handy right now.
165.  I am grateful I can be an instrument in God's hands in teaching and other service in his church,
166.  Grateful for beautiful granddaughters, and a pretty little princess great granddaughter, with another baby beauty on the way.  
167.  Thankful for all the beautiful long hair I saw on PATH.  Two other people I love had the longest, most beautiful hair ever,  MY MOM and MY DAUGHTER.
168.  Thankful for the talents of the authors of all the books I love to read.
169.  Thankful my husband is so much more healthy than he has ever been.
170.  Thankful Shawnie and Kevin have brought the blessing of children with Downs Syndrome to our family as we needed to have and know that kind of love in our family,
171.  Thankful for my computer and i-phone.  So I can stay connected.
172.  Thankful I have had the blessing of Geneology in my life.
173.  Thankful We have been blessed financially so that we can have the things we need and help our family.
174.  I am thankful for God's plan that our family's love spreads from  the pre existence (new baby coming that I will hug soon ) into this life (all of you that I can hug now) and into the life hereafter (Sean,  Braxton, my parents, grandparents and others that I remember holding and hugging.)  It's an amazing connection. So Grateful.
175.  Thankful we can go to the store for food and that we don't have to grow all our own,
176.That our farm cats have babies every spring and I can watch their cutefulness as they play around here all summer.
177.  Grateful that we have a good spirit in our home and I feel that same spirit in all my children's homes as I visit around.
178.  That I am learning to be less shy and more open in my relationships.
179.  Grateful for happiness, it  has not always been that accessible to me.
180.  Grateful for Boxer Joe.  Love that dog.
181.  Thankful Baseball leagues are getting close to playoffs.
182.  Thankful that I can get by on little sleep as I don't sleep that well at nite.
183.  Grateful my two gardeners keep my yards looking so good.  Kev in Az, Andy in MO.
184.  So thankful for airplanes so I can get to see my kids more often.
185.  Thankful our first great grandson will be baptized soon.  Another generation off to a good start,
186.  Thankful for indoor plumbing.  Not everyone around here has it.
187.  Thankful for zoos.
188.  Thankful for national parks.
189.  Thankful for Mormon Tab Choir.
190.  Thankful for Symphonic Orchestras.
191.  Thankful for parades.
192.  Thankful for fireworks.
193.  Thankful for my kids and grandkids musical talents and love listening to them.
194.  Thankful for "Fiddler on the Roof".
195.  Thankful for "phantom of the Opera"
196.  Thankful for "Joseph's Technicolor Dreamcoat." 
197.  Thankful for having blessing of being choreographer for this musical in Snowflake's  week long production of it.
198.  Thankful I was able to sing in a stake choir and a youth choir in the tabernacle when I was 17.
199.  Thankful for the ocean and the beach.
200. Thankful I have been able to think of 200 gratitudes, Whew!  






"Oh my goodness where have I been?" Chelsea*302-370

302. I'm grateful Justin and I have been so happy lately.
303. Im grateful I was able to serve Justin by picking him up for work early. It a 3 hour drive total. I felt important :)
304. I'm grateful for my Herbalife shakes.
305. I'm grateful I got lots of sleep.
306. I'm grateful for our new mattress we bought it is WONDERFUL.
307. Also the bed frame so we are no longer on the floor.
308. I'm grateful my new sister-in-law-to-be moved in and she is a wonderful girl!!!
309. I'm grateful she u defrost ands me.
310. I'm grateful I am able to be pretty close to my family I can't imagine living in another country with no form of communication.
311. I'm grateful for my dish washer, washer, and dryer. Janine (sister in law) looks at them like they are robots. They don't even have stoves there in the Philippines.
312. Oh and I'm grateful for my oven/stove :)
313. I'm grateful that Justin says nicely, " stop it" when I'm being dumb.
314. I'm grateful that Justin is able to say sorry so easily.
315. I'm grateful when we just drop everything and hug or cuddle cause we don't get so be together a ton.
316. I'm grateful he is safe and good at work.
317. I'm grateful chuck made his delicious fried chicken.
318. I'm grateful I survived the half day on Wednesday.
319. I'm grateful my patience level has gone up.
320. I'm grateful we got a calling.
321. I'm grateful for the one kid that I hoped to have in my class is in my class :)
322. I'm grateful we pay an honest tithing.
323. I'm grateful I am able to keep a clean house with a clean spirit :)
324. I'm grateful god made me a sensitive person to evil. I feel exactly when something is not of God. Sometimes I need to be better at ridding it from my life, but I'm getting there :)
325. I'm grateful I was able to send Wendy a nice birthday gift. Sometimes I can be a little cheap (as we all know :)
326-328. I wrote Wendy  a letter.
329. I am grateful for Wendy's friendship in my life.
330. I grateful for Liliene Phillips in my life. I adore that silly girl. ( she is my best friend I met when I went to Minnesota)
331. I'm grateful for Tess.
332. I'm grateful Tess is happy and pregnant. Also I'm grateful she calls me every once in a while.
333. I'm grateful for snap chat. I am able to feel close to my friends even though they are mostly out of this state.
334. I'm grateful Heather and Grandma Dulcie bought Herbalife from me. I'm glad they love it and I hope they feel as great as I do.
335. I'm grateful that me and my coworker like each other.
336. I'm grateful lexi always helps when I shave girly problems especially lately.
337. I'm grateful for the kind words mom told me. They have really been helping me enjoy my journey home.
338. I'm grateful I was able to teach relief society and speak in church.
339. I'm grateful for my visiting teachers, the sisters I visit teach and my visiting teaching companion.
340. I'm grateful I am able to meet and become friends with so many sisters.
341. I'm grateful for DVr.
342. I'm grateful my 2 favorite dancers won so you think you can dance.
343. I'm grateful Justin is trying to make me included in his fantasy football team. Probably not a smart move for his team but its a good for his marriage :)
344. I'm grateful Ellen season 11 started and I've been able to watch it. She is so cool!
345. I'm grateful for mine and Justin's trip to California.
346. I'm grateful we were able to stop and see the huish family. I love my little Landon and Stacey.
347. I'm grateful we went to the beach and had so much fun togehther.
348. I'm grateful for the movie Kip made us all watch. It was a subtitle movie but oh my goodness it was the most beautiful movie I've ever seen!!
349. I'm grateful kip and Dana are so happy :)
350. I'm grateful they let us stay at their condo.
351. I'm grateful they are taking the kids on an awesome vacation. Disney cruise and to disney world. That is my dream vacation.
352. I'm grateful for Justin's friend Ryan. He is so cool and when I hang out with them it's like being with Caleb James and drew again :)
353. I'm so grateful Justin and I are worthy to enter the temple. It's amazing to be in a sealing with the one you are sealed to.
354. I'm grateful for the wedding we went to. It was so well done and I loved it.
355. I'm grateful for Toni the nail guy. He always says how beautiful I am and talks so highly of Mormons.
356. I'm grateful to be making money so that I can get my nails done for myself. :)
357. I'm grateful holli is past the awful part of her pregnancy or if not she atleast acts like it:)
358. I'm grateful path. I love to have a special little family thing,
359. I'm grateful grandma is very involved with us :) I always say it but I mean it, I love getting to know her.
360. I'm grateful that Justin took me to six flags in California.
361. I'm grateful he danced with me at the wedding.
362. I'm grateful for his friends Derek and Mary. They are so fun to be with!
363. I'm grateful I'm learning more about true unconditional love.
364. I'm grateful brenleynhas decided to will her 100 children to me ;)
364 again. I'm grateful I thought of that silly joke just now.
365. I'm  grateful we were able to do that wedding so quickly and well. It was pretty painless.
366. I'm grateful for small church buildings.
367. I grateful we were able to hear all of moms fun memories.
368. I'm grateful for Derek's family letting us stay with them while we were in California.
369. I'm grateful for the Book of Mormon
370. I'm grateful I was able to remember all these things, I've probably missed some but I have to go to work now so I will have to Finnish later :)

Saturday, September 7, 2013

Holli's #391-400


- Blayze singing in the bathroom
- the baby can hear me sing and can respond to music
- maxi skirts and dresses. They are so comfy and help keep me cooler while I'm out and about.
- I was craving kit-kats and Sparkling red grape juice and Jeff went and got me some :)
- I'm so grateful that both my parents are still on this Earth.
- I'm grateful that all my sisters are still on this earth. 
- I'm grateful that all my grandparents are still on this earth.
-Im grateful for the simple ways The Lord prepares us for what's to come. One of my friends from high school lost her father last night and its so sad but amazing to see/read all the love and support she is getting.  The amazing thing is that morning before she even had any clue her life was about to change- she posted a video of the power of prayer and coming to Christ in times of need and sorrow. It is such a touching video that the church put out.  The Lord was preparing that family for the hard time that was about to come.
-how helpful Jeff is to his parents and brothers and sisters.
-I earned my 4th bead :)

Thursday, September 5, 2013

Dulcie 116-148

116.  Thankful I was able to go on my painting class.
117.  Thankful to meet alot of nice people and enjoyed their company.
118.  Thankful I made two really good friends, Tom and Vinita, from my create 38 on line class.  This will make my class much more enjoyable.
119.  Grateful that God made this earth so beautiful.
120.  I am grateful I still have good vision to be able Ito see and paint some of those great things.
121.  Thankful for good health so I am able to drive and travel and take trips on my own still.
122.  Thankful for Kip and the good way he has reacted to a very difficult situation.
123.  Grateful that his children have shown him love and show their appreciation to him.
124.  Actually I am grateful for children and family members that have come thru really bad and hard situations in life with faith and courage.  Knowing its not what comes into our lives, but how we respond to it that makes the difference in our growth and success.
125.  I may have said before how thankful I am I was born into the family I did, with the heritage that I do.
126.  i am thankful for a husband who has a good job that he likes and supports me well.
127.  I am grateful for a good dentist who will be able to fix my teeth up next Tuesday.
128.  Thankful that youth is in my genetic disposition.
129.  Thankful for colors.  Make me happy.
130.  Grateful for my two dogs that are always thrilled to see me when I have been gone along time.
131.  Makes me thankful to look around the family at all the talents we have been blessed with.
132.  Thankful for rain, thunder and lightening.
133.  Grateful that another daughter of god is waiting in the wings to join all us angel sisters in this life we are enjoying.  I bet she has missed us and will be glad to see us.
134.  I am thankful for good books.
135.  I am thankful for beautiful music.
136.  Soooooo grateful for all the in-law people who have enjoyed our fam to make us bigger and better,  Dana, Darrin, Shawnie, Char, Jeff, Tyler, Eric, Justin and all their families.  And last but not least, Andy.  You are all so much appreciated.
137.  Thankful for princess Stacie.
138.  Thankful for the three musketeers, Titan, Blayze, and Landon.
139.  Thankful for Emily.
140.  Thankful for Max and any other kids waiting to be adopted into our fam/
141.  Thankful to have been in relief society to Shawnie's lesson on temples.  She has a strong sweet testimony.
142.  Grateful I am getting close to 150 so I can take a break.  I'll never get to 1000. (don't mean years.)
143.  Thankful Tyler and Max call me GRAM.
144.  Grateful I am retired.
145.  Grateful for free agency.
146.  Grateful for Kevin and his help in getting new house,
147.  Thankful for Prophet Joseph Smith.
148.  Thankful for ProphetThomas A. Monson.


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Eric's grateful #100!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm grateful I got to 100 and earned my first bead! BAM!!!!

Eric's gratitude #99

I'm grateful for the fact that I don't have to deal with singles ward drama. No bueno to lexis current issues

Eric's gratitude #98

I'm grateful that Emily was so happy about her running day today. I'm excited for her

Eric's gratitude #97

I'm grateful for the Washington post because it is a left leaning paper and it helps me see political issues from another perspective and balance my own opinions 

Eric's gratitude #96

I'm grateful that my dad returned my call this morning. It was so nice to chat with him

Eric's gratitude #95

I'm grateful Brenley is such a good listener. I lover her for so many reasons and that is one of them

Eric's gratitude #94

I'm grateful for spiritual impressions I get at the temple

Eric's gratitude #93

I'm grateful for the new room I work in. I get better signal so Brenley's messages come through better

Eric's gratitude #92

I'm grateful for my brown shoes that have lasted so long. I want to find the exact same pair and get two because the were so good

Eric's gratitude #91

I'm grateful for the tuna fish snack packs that Brenley gets for me. So good and so easy!

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Holli's #351-390


- we had a nice BBQ at our house with The Estes family. 
- Jeff's amazing asparagus grilling skills.... He's AWSOME!
- grocery shopping with Jeff while the boys are at school
- Hugo the Barber at Trendz did an amazing job on the boys haircuts. They loved it!
- Hugo didn't want charge us for the haircuts, he's such an awesome guy. 
- Jackie at Trendz told me I looked so cute today. 
-Fresh cantaloupe 
-That every time I see or think about cantaloupe I think of mom and her quirky way of teaching......
"can ta loupe, can ta loupe, caaaan ta loupe" I LOVE IT!
- that dad was able to get his team back on track and pumped up to come back from a crappy first half and WIN the game....he even did it with out cussing :) so proud of you dad!
- The Cosby Show
- My contractions stopped and the baby is doing good. 
-that the beds in OB are much more comfy then the beds in the ER
-Mom called me after I was in the hospital to tell me about pedalight and see how I was doing.
- Family evening walks
- Al Fox she's a blogger/Youtuber- she's known as "the tattoo Mormon" I love her testimony and joy and love for the gospel.  I Enjoy reading her blog and watching her videos.
- church music that can set the mood in the mornings while we get ready for church.
-jewelry that helps dress up my outfits and make me feel cute.
- sacrament programs that I can use as a fan when I'm hot during church. 
- soft cushiony pews... It would be so much harder to sit on wooden pews with no cushion.
-a ward that is a good size with a variety of different age groups.  It was really hard for me to be in huge wards in Queen Creek. I would get anxiety on Sundays because sacrament was so loud with kids and the halls were always so packed I felt like a sardine in a tin can.  I also am grateful that this is an established ward and most of the members have been her most of their lives. It's neat that its Jeff's home ward that he grew up in. 
-I'm grateful when I see Jeff reading scriptures and when he's preparing his lessons for his Young Men's class.
-hearing simple testimonies 
- I'm grateful it's September - 4.5 more months!!
- I'm so grateful that Jeff and I are married for Time and all Eternity and our family is forever. 
- I'm grateful for the many priesthood blessings that I have received with this pregnancy. In every one of them it says " the baby will be healthy and strong and continue to grow" No matter what happens I know that she will make it. It's a nice peaceful feeling especially when I am en route to the hospital for things.... I know with out a doubt everything will be fine.  The blessings also always say that "You (I) will get through this and The Lord is aware of your (my) struggles and sacrifices and he is proud of you (me).  Call on the Holy Ghost when you need His comfort."
- zip up pillow cases on my couch pillows so I can wash them. I got them from groupdealz they are wonderful.
- a clean house
-Sunday naps
- having Mike and Dianne over for dinner.... That I made :)
- watching and listening to Jeff play and wrestle with the boys.
- the show on TLC called "Who do you think you are?" It's so cool! It's about celebrities who want to find out more about their ancestors. It's  neat to see how Heavenly Father has ways for his children do genealogy even if the don't know about the gospel. It reminds me of how much good is in the world and that it really is God that created it and he is in charge. 
- Nurse Brenley helped me with my "apple juice" problem. She showed me an awesome way to relieve my awful crampy bloated tummy. (I guess I shouldn't drink a gallon of Apple juice in a day).
- They way mom FaceTimes. Her finger is always in the way or its only half of her face I can see.  It cracks me up.
- Our lil family outing to Apple Annie's Orchard in Wilcox with The Estes family. We picked: Golden Delicious, Granny Smith, Red Delicious Apples & Peaches. We ate yummy homemade pancakes with apple cider syrup and fresh backed cinnamon apples on top and super yummy sausage. It was so fun even though it was a little hot we loved it! Can't wait to go in October when they have the pumpkin festival and corn maze. It'll be a lot cooler so we can stay longer.
- Jeff told me I looked sexy today & he wasn't being sarcastic :)
- our car has nice strong cold AC. 
- how well behaved Blayze and Titan are when we are out and about. 
- the comfy bra that I found from my last pregnancy.
-pizza bites dipped in ranch
- I AM OFFICIALLY 20 WEEKS which means..... I AM 1/2 WAY DONE!!!! YIPPEE!!!!